April 12, 2009 @ 00:06

geraldine is happy today. maybe I've finally learnt how to let go of people. maybe it's more. but it is heartwarming, for people to come up to me online, sms me, or call me, just to ask if I am ok :)

even if I am not, you guys make me :) people dont realise how little things like that can make a person cheer up. but for me, it really makes the world of a difference. maybe you dont feel it, maybe it is nothing more than opening a msn window and asking, but it really makes a lot of difference.

I was reading my own archives, and I came across a post that I posted. zee, the one about pooping hamsters and the origin of "rodent" I forgot how it came about! haha I know cat eater came from ____'s story that I told you, and how you wanted to cheer me up so you told me you'd eat her up! haha I miss you zee. I really really do :)

it's when the past catches up with you, that you feel warmth enter your heart, and you miss the past so much, the past memories and yourself.

& I am looking forward to monday, and I promise whatever you give me, I'll give it the place of honour, even if it is totally not my thing (which I suspect because of your note!)

haha and zhihui.

I find it simply amazing how people as different as you and me can really click? we just seem to trust each other implicitly, even from echo's first meeting? haha I remember our first conversation, and I find it quite amazing, that all four of us have become instructors. haha, really quite, cool. 1 hour phone conversation, you know I normally dont talk to people on the phone! and you stop making your mom angry with you! haha I am sorry I couldnt stop laughing it is really damn amusing the way you say it! "talk talk talk talk about 3 hours plus" only you can pull it off! and you and _____, hmm, careful ah. people are watching. :)

haha our beach outing soon! just the two of us! :) and tomorrow! :)

it's people like them that keeps me going.

my mom popped her head into the room when I was talking to zh on the phone and commented, I havent heard you laugh like that for quite some time.

and I realised, I havent really felt so free talking to someone for a long time.

it's startling, to see myself change with time. and it's been less than a year.