April 19, 2009 @ 18:59

me and deb were talking online, and somehow our conversation veered towards the much feared by all instructors current topic: the sacking of instructors from the OAL board.

and at the same time: I was watching inspirational videos online, in prep for next week's worship.

and I realised, that even if, even if I was asked to leave the board. I'll be greatful. I've gotten to known many wonderful people inside this board, both in the form of instructors and leaders. I've grown to know a great many more wonderful friends that have been there for me throughout the past month when everything was down in the dumps for me. I've gone through the great journey of 2009 OAC with this bunch of fantastic people, and all these, so much more than I ever wanted, ever expected, when I was a camper.

for this opportunity, I am greatful. I will still be sad, if I was asked to leave the board. but I'll be thankful.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBZOMmQKTEM

when will annoucements come? I wonder.

oh, randomly, so I'll remember when I re-read my own archives in the future: me and little bear spent 7 hours on and off on the phone yesterday. thank god for someone like her in my life.