May 24, 2009 @ 16:11

because if there was a start to something, then it must end. what baffles and saddens me, is how you choose to end it this way. you know the way I deal with emotions, and I know you saw much more than what the others saw today.

I saw recognition flicker in your eyes, once twice, then you turned it off.

it was a mistake, right from the start.


a part of me wants this week to whisk by, so I can say it's the holidays and allow myself to loosen up. but exams are drawing nearer. so much for hiatus-es. not as if they work.