May 9, 2009 @ 00:43

cedar litup, kinda cool, in a sense. mrs ouyang gave me a quiz when all I was supposed to do was to usher her infront. yes I am a debater, but even I cant crap something out of nothing, especially since I only knew what was going on yesterday.

to those who made the first cedar litup a success, thank you! Mrs Jai, Miss Kerns, Mrs Menon, Mr Sng, Drama!, the sec1s and 2s, 3N, library. :)

but the news on the bus spoilt it, spoilt it all. I am hurt. they were both close. they really were. I couldnt help, couldnt console. I suppressed what I was feeling, but really, it hurts. I'm sorry drama. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I meant those hugs. I hope you felt it, coz I held you guys as close as I could.

and mich, I'm sorry I wronged you and syahirah. I'm sorry.

but I'm proud of drama. coz you guys went up there with a baggage, and yet pulled it all off. you guys are the best, and I've never wavered in what I felt for my cca, since sec1. pride, and love.

and, are these you true colors that I took so long to realise? double blow.