May 15, 2009 @ 22:29

I spent quite awhile today on my own in the classroom after the el gang went home.
it was raining.

I turned off all the lights except the one where I sat under. and I looked at the peace around me.

no sounds. except for the pitterpatter of the rain. except for the flash of lightning, bright against the sky. feel the wind on my skin. smell the rain.

and I had a sudden insanity to run out and lie down on the grass. sudden urge to run in the rain, to feel utterly totally alive.

but no, I stuck to sanity, did maths.

reflection of, life. I guess.

coz life is not a bed of roses, but should it be a bed of pricks?