May 22, 2009 @ 21:26

I'll look you in the eye if and when I want to tell you. dont press me, I wont say anything until I am ready to say it, and I deem that you are ready to hear it.

and I missed you, when I walked by the shoreline yesterday. alone, I traced into the sand. turned around, and saw zh and archana. and a part of me laughed when I saw what nonsense they were up to again.

but another part wished that it was you who was there when I turned my head.

somehow. it's been a year, almost. but memories are long lasting creatures. they'll hide in my head, and come out when my defences are lowest.

and I'll close my eyes and move on.