May 11, 2009 @ 00:14

the older you grow, the more you see. and the more you see and hear, the more you understand.
the more you understand, the more you sigh. and even as something weighs down on your heart, the more your head wants to shut it out, shut it away, shut it down.

and that's what happens. even as you enter adulthood, you get so numb, you dont feel it anymore.

drained. what happened to golden years?

too much things to say, and no way to express.

tired.

and it's not that I dont want to tell you. it's I dont know where to begin. C's matter, it's still weighing on me.

too much weight.