May 6, 2009 @ 21:03

watched guides farewell today, and thought of el's.

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there was photo taking, OAL, EL. and still a part of me felt hollow, despite the many attempts to fill it up with laughter.

studied, or attempted to, with deb, mirna and kellie. wasnt successful , we only started at 4.45 plus? gosh.

talked to tp. and I'm glad I didnt lose you.

there's this void that I am trying to fill up, with laughter and joy. with comforting and being with others.

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and I really dont want things to be this way.